Despair

Not a single sale since last November. Poetry launched; I expect that to fail also. Have contacted mainstream agents. The first rejected my work and I suspect never even read it. There is one response outstanding. I hope for a better result, but on past performances that cannot be relied on. I still have no work and my finances are heading for dangerous times. This has put an unbearable strain on my relationship with my partner. Everything is failing around me. I do not know how to get up from this; perhaps I'll just stay here.